Saying Goodbye to another chapter
Music: Eluvium - We Say Goodbye to Ourselves
Running away from j.. i left the city.. the people who knows me, and the things i do everyday. i gave myself the space and time to be all alone.. to think. and not to think.
Opportunity paved its way. And some unavoidable circumstances placed me where i am. and where i’ve been. So what should one do but accept?
It only took about 4 hours to run away from everything. And on the way, what i saw was an opening.. a wider space, a road that seemed to never end. And it was telling me that beyond all the chaos, there is still hope. there is still peace.
It only took 4 days for me to realize where i want to be for a while. where i want to settle is still beyond those neverending roads tho. but where i am heading, i now know.
It only took long walks each day for me to see that there is beauty in this cruel world. and even how much i deem to think that life is unfair, one can make things easier with simplicity. By just removing all the stress, removing all the worries, and let the day be. How come i didnt see that before? How come i didnt believe that before?
And now whats left is not only loneliness, heartaches and me, but neverending possibilities..
And now i am not scared anymore.
I'd like to go ... go ... see what I can find I'd like to get ... out of here ... just leave it all behind ... I'd like to visit all the pictures I have in my mind
It makes me feel alright when I see how they shine
Somehow I always get it wrong
I guess I knew all along
The tide that pulled me is too strong
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What a great post! True and Brave!
“neverending possibilities..”
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Comment by Anonymous — January 12, 2006 @ 8:27 pm
mmmmmmm *.*
Comment by velvet — January 12, 2006 @ 9:22 pm
“… when a door closes, a window opens”, you know that saying?
This is very emotional, the angst, the tortures to the mind and soul. But you know at the end of the door, you can always find something, hopefully.
Thanks for sharing. Cheer up!
Comment by KnOizKi — January 13, 2006 @ 6:09 am
so often that i come across these mix of emotions this time of year.
but not too often do i find resolution. think this time, i did.
thanks for your kind words..
Comment by velvet — January 13, 2006 @ 6:12 pm