Neko

yeah probably read about what J just did.. if not, read Bon de’barras! (french for Good riddance!) ok this post is about him again.. so if you dont like to read, feel free to click the red x button at the top corner }:-}

some months ago i recieved an sms from the number of his sister’s mobile phone. saying “putik! ate, si kuya wala na!” well if translated more or less would mean “shit! my brother’s gone” (there is no ate means older sister nor kuya means older brother in english) anyway.. the message should have meant that J was already dead. with a follow-up “nagpakamatay siya” (he killed himself). pff…

When i got it, i didnt reply nor acted anything out of the ordinary. the message just simply didnt meant anything to me. besides, i know it was a hoax. and “suicide”? yeah yeah.. that was MY line. anyway, the one who sent the message probably realized how stupid it was to send such a message to me.. and didnt send anything more after that.

Months passed peacefully.. then just some days ago he called. yeah.. the “pass-the-phone-to-the-new-girlfriend new-stupid-girlfriend” nonesense issue.

After that, i prayed to my mom (who has long gone to the other side) to please do something to make him stop bothering me and just go on with his life. or make something happen so as to make him realize his faults, to be able to change it. not for me, but for himself.. i do not even have the slightest intention or thought of going back to him so just please make him stop trying. or ruining me further more. And i admit, i havent actually prayed for months too. so dont think im getting all religious here. lol.. Anyway…

Then news came today..

i got a call just when i was about to leave for work.. that he was in the hospital. Allegedly robbed and stabbed 4 times! ok first, i didnt believe this again. remembering what happened months ago with the sms. i thought when i was hearing the man on the other line.. oh, how desperate can one get? but i played it simple and gave the phone numbers of his immidiate family and asked the guy to just call them instead. Again, this information didnt get into me much less than the last one. It didnt affect me at all. Pff! Another hoax.. or so i thought.

When i came home from work his sister called. Strange how hearing her voice then made me nervous. She confirmed the info and gave what hospital and room they were in. Ok, now’s the time to confirm the last sms i got. She cant remember sending me anything like that. Ok, now i know who did.

As of writing, i have not yet decided if i should go visit him or not. And i can’t confirm if he’s going to be fine or not. Should i go? Or shuold i let him suffer to make him realize how much pain he brought about not only to one person but to many. both his family and mine..

i can’t really directly say.. See.. that’s what you get!

but i am simply gonna ask .. now is that karma or what?