Neko

Current Music: Blueboy - Imipramine
                    

Yeah i have lots of posts queued to be finished. But let me insert this posty of what happened today. (well ok, note that, this entry was supposed to be posted last Nov.30)

But first, the Music stuff: Unisex is the best album of Blueboy. Well, together with If Wishes were Horses. And they are among my list of fave fave band of all time! Tho, I havent admitted til now that Blueboy’s male vocalist is gay. MY siblings always tease me of listening to Brit Gay Pop.. and i always laugh at them some people just dont know what real music should sound like.. LOL.. its called indie, ok! but hey! what do they care? and in fairness.. i do not really care if he is. I also found out that the song “Self-Portrait” is alleged to be about Brett Anderson of Suede (*ehum) –”I, this nation’s narcissist laureate” is found within the song. Hmm.. maybe upload it tomorrow. coz today, i prefer listening to the frantic rush of “Imipramine” as it starts out “You say love can break a boy’s heart/ I say there’s no such thing.” Yeah.. just utterly perfect for today.

Why? you ask?

Coz J called today.. asking for me to take him back but then, passed the phone over to his new girlfriend. blah! so i told her iha.. you dont know anything. just go back to sleep. Coz boy, she they both sounded like they need to gargle and brush their teeths! peeyew!

For all they know i would file a case of adultery! bwahaha… if only i had a tape recorder…

But then again, lookie here, he was actually asking if he could just work things out. He would fix things. Well i told him, ok, do that. fix yourself and go away! and never show even any sign of your shadow to me! Imagine, him saying that while living in the house of the new gf and pff! is presently in the same room! (i can hear her saying something.. lol.. probably “put down the phone”?) haa…

well the thing is, i am presently satisfied with my situation, thank you.. and anything connected to him spells d-o-o-m and d-i-s-a-s-t-e-r! and excuse me, i had enough of being the punching bag for seven years. and i could only thank god my limbs are still complete.

Pff! so here’s one for him screw you! and good riddance! bon de’barras!.. Now let me just go back to where im at…

..pessimistic angel pessimistic angel pessimistic angel
grey stone circles in the grey rain
gallons of lillies white lillies white
i might loose my way and stumble fall into shallowness
shallowness pessimistic angel pessimistic angel

…imipramine you know what I mean the drug
that I need the drug that you need…
read full lyrics here >>

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Thanks to this cool fansite of Blueboy for the lyrics..

i|mip|ra-mine (i mi’pre men) n. [IMI(DE) + PR(OPYL) + AMINE] a tricyclic antidepressant (trade name Imavate) used to treat clinical depression.