Neko

music: Moose - Don’t Bring Me Down (”xyz” Album)

(after listening to Loveless album by My Bloody Valentine)

OK, originally the title was a poem i wrote sometime around a decade ago. But, im using the same title now coz that is what i found today. That line.

My high school friends have been buggin me for years to open up a friendster account. I always say I will, but when I get online, there’s just so much to do and go to, that I always forget to open one. So, they all gave me invites. I activated once last year but totally forgot the password and got lazy to update. Maybe I just don’t feel like doing it. And the reason now for finally taking serious to open up and regularly peek into my account was my classmates and Prof at my Tech Training course. so.. so.. just this month i made one (finally) pff!

One strange reason I can’t seem to be convinced, was the thought of having so much details about yourself. And at that, real pictures to go with those details and thoughts. (Yeah, I have “trust” issues) And haaa! I just want to disappear from the real world when im online. Hence, i will not mention my friendster url here (bwahaha!)

But going back to the title above… after approving and getting approved to gain erm only 13 friends.. lol (what a lucky number!) I searched for someone I lost contact with for years… So I entered his whole name, found nothing. I was doubting at first if he will ever open one tho. Still, i tried. I entered his firstname. got 1,000 + results. I thought I wont go thru all those accounts! So i enetered his nickname. Yeah another hundred or so.. “tssk! what the heck!” So i browsed. After 12 pages of viewing and bookmarking 2 that i was doubting if it was him hiding behind fake pictures(just like me), I found him! posting real pictures! WOAH! what a loooong profile! He still likes to write! Yeah, and counting the similar music artists we like.. And as hilarius or even funnier than before! Yeah, those pictures even spoke alot about him. He’s even got a photo blog! har har har… so, dear readers, you still wanna read on huh? intrigued? well, i mentioned earlier that i wont post my url here.

Then, like a stalker that I was, looked at his photoblog, googled him, his workplace, job, then I went back and viewed and read All his Testimonials. Hmm.. funny.. funny.. interesting.. funny again.. oh, very informative.. another funny one… here it is. From one of our common friends. Tssk.. she said he haven’t forgotten me! Oohh… really?! so i was curious now of his lovelife. Has there been another after me? No details pertaining to that tho. Yeah, and there… he’s occupation was a Soul Swirling Somewhere… my poem.

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note: now, where is that issue where we published that poem?? hmm.. gonna browse my zines box later.